honesty

okay, so time to be completely honest…. not only have these
infections really wiped me out physically, it appears that they have
wiped me out psychologically as well.

I took one of our standard depression scales; the Beck’s Depression
inventory aka the BDI. And I scored a 33 for severe depression w/out
the psychotic features. yay, go me! sarcasm still firmly in place, so
that’s good. :p

anywho, I haven’t felt like doing anything, my sleep is all messed up,
I’ve lost interest in things-like writing, coloring, being a smart
ass…, and my appetite has been on a roller coaster. I have lost over
15 pounds in less than a month. And I knew I was getting depressed, so
what happens when the crisis therapist is in a crisis….

I have texted my Psychiatrist and my counselor to inform them of
the score of the BDI, and the symptoms of depression. I have received
some anti-depressants in the mail, and a scheduled appt with the both
of them, same day. yay! (yay, for technology, and the fact I’m a fellow Professional)

so…with all that being said, honestly, I’m here, I just haven’t felt
like doing anything, posts….can’t think that well to do them. I
mean, I could go totally smart ass snarky…but that’s not fair to
ya’ll. it would be hilarious, imo. but not fair. So…

I’ll try to share some things soon ish. but as to posts, until i get
my mind back where it needs to be, and to not be snarky with my
Friends, I’ll wait on those, okay?

If anything, leave a comment if you’d like some reviews on some of the new apps I have downloaded, thanks to AppsGoneFree!! I love doing reviews.

Take care, and don’t discount your feelings, if you are starting to feel depressed, seek help. Most think the Spring it’s not possible to get depressed, but guess what? It is a perfect time to get the beginnings of depression. And I’ll let you all think, why that is. 🙂

Pretty Posies

More happy spring.

The Laughing Bunny

Like other residents of northern Virginia, I am wondering what happened to the winter, I like the winter but I love the fall. My friends and family consider me strange because I do not like summer. Even though the beaches are filled with beautiful women, I avoid them because I can’t stand the heat. This is probably because I am a polar bear stuck in a human’s body.

Nonetheless, the seasons come and go as God sees fit. I’ve always thought the personification of nature as a loving, nurturing mother humorous. Unlike my mother, Mother Nature doesn’t realize how much I despise the heat. Oh well, like the other women in my life, there is no way I am telling this one how to do her job.

Spring is here, and I have been taking lots of pictures. Of course, after I post these spring-related pictures I will need to…

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Hoppy Spring!

My bunny ring. LOL 😀

For the girlies; yes, it’s a Betsy Johnson.

hi, miss me?

oog! I’ve been so sick. Had the doctor’s appt on Friday. Poke, poke, poke.

I have bronchitis, sinus infection, and a flu/virus thingie. Wow! Can I get sick or what? :p

after I hit home, I didn’t do nada! laid around pretty much all weekend long.

This week, I’ve been on days, but when I get home, I’m wiped out!
I haven’t checked mail, facebook, Tumblr, Twitter, Pinterest… yeah, I’m a social butterfly-that hasn’t been fluttering this past week. I just feel so weak!

But I have been checking my AppsgoneFree newsletter, and I have picked up some lovely new iPhone/iPad apps!! Must Have ***** Weather Genie! This is an awesome weather App. I have three or four cities, where I live, where I work, where I visit, and the home town. Then it gives me a five day forecast, and the background is changeable- so nice to look at a pretty beach scene. 🙂 grab it while it’s free, even paying for this one though, would be worth it.

Next one, Flipboard for the iPhone!! If you’ve been using Flipboard on the iPad, the version for the iPhone will keep your settings for you when you log in. If not, why not? This App is awesome! I can see what’s new on my FB, Twitter, Tumblr, LinkedIn, etc….all in one APP! And I can re-tweet, re-blog, like it…you name it from the App itself! Oh did I mention, IT’s FREE! Grab one!! *********** 10 Stars!!

Heartrate was another nice app-iPhone only- but for those of us that watch our stress levels during the day, this is an interesting little app. **

Motivational, take your photos and turn them into those cute catchy or cliche motivational posters. Share with friends. **

Voicebrief, Don’t have time to read your updates, get this cute little app, changeable voices. I have mine set for English Male-sounds like Simon-LOL. And they will read your calendar, facebook, twitter, – basically what you add to list. Customizable. ***

That’s all for now. I need to get over this ucky feeling, it’s getting beautiful outside! 🙂 Take care!

polishyoupretty

May the odds be ever in your favour! What kind of nail art blog would we be without a tribute to Hunger Games? We were huge fans of the books & we can’t wait to see the movie. We recently were asked to film a segment on Much Music’s New.Music.Live (so exciting!!) for their ‘Hunger Games Week’ & we polished VJ Liz pretty with some great Hunger Games inspired nail art!

The segment aired today, so if you are new to the site and heard of us from New.Music.Live – welcome! We are happy to have you! See here to watch: http://www.newmusiclive.ca/get-your-own-hunger-games-inspired-nails/ !!

Step 1: After applying a base coat, paint 3 of the 5 nails with 2 coats of Essence – Be My Sunshine. This brand recently popped up at our local Shopper’s Drug Mart for $1.50/bottle in cute vibrant colours -love! Then get started on your middle and…

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Yay!

Happy Pi Day!

see how many of my friends are geeks. lol So then, why is today Pi Day?

Pic that got missed

In the upload. Sighs

***btw, I never said I was grown up… I am an adult. But I’m still a ToysRUs kid! lol

Medication Kitty

Hubs brought me in some medications in the cute kitty backpack. Along with some Arizona green tea. I’ve been good & taken my medications. And hugged the kitty. LOL 😀