okay, so time to be completely honest…. not only have these
infections really wiped me out physically, it appears that they have
wiped me out psychologically as well.

I took one of our standard depression scales; the Beck’s Depression
inventory aka the BDI. And I scored a 33 for severe depression w/out
the psychotic features. yay, go me! sarcasm still firmly in place, so
that’s good. :p

anywho, I haven’t felt like doing anything, my sleep is all messed up,
I’ve lost interest in things-like writing, coloring, being a smart
ass…, and my appetite has been on a roller coaster. I have lost over
15 pounds in less than a month. And I knew I was getting depressed, so
what happens when the crisis therapist is in a crisis….

I have texted my Psychiatrist and my counselor to inform them of
the score of the BDI, and the symptoms of depression. I have received
some anti-depressants in the mail, and a scheduled appt with the both
of them, same day. yay! (yay, for technology, and the fact I’m a fellow Professional)

so…with all that being said, honestly, I’m here, I just haven’t felt
like doing anything, posts….can’t think that well to do them. I
mean, I could go totally smart ass snarky…but that’s not fair to
ya’ll. it would be hilarious, imo. but not fair. So…

I’ll try to share some things soon ish. but as to posts, until i get
my mind back where it needs to be, and to not be snarky with my
Friends, I’ll wait on those, okay?

If anything, leave a comment if you’d like some reviews on some of the new apps I have downloaded, thanks to AppsGoneFree!! I love doing reviews.

Take care, and don’t discount your feelings, if you are starting to feel depressed, seek help. Most think the Spring it’s not possible to get depressed, but guess what? It is a perfect time to get the beginnings of depression. And I’ll let you all think, why that is. 🙂