Some ppl are nice and thank me for doing something, I do for myself and enjoy. They appear to appreciate what I do.

Others, on the other hand, are ungrateful little assholes! I’m not sugarcoating this entry!
I hate to be the one to tell everyone, but thank’s to one asshole until he apologizes or is sent packing, then NO I’m not putting myself up for more pain and negativity!

Then, I have ppl who once fucking again, don’t know how to read, I use Pigment to color my pictures, it’s NOT PHOTOSHOP PEOPLE! But it’s the only program I have! The laptop that I’m using is work owned!! Can’t put photoshop on here! The other laptop that I personally own doesn’t have enough space, and I can’t afford to upgrade that yet. So I’m fucking lucky that my iPad and iPen work fucking well with the pigment app!! Otherwise, I’d be worse off and unable to do what de-stresses and relaxes me! Well after the PM’s I’ve received tonight, fuck them!

I’ll be posting MY colors on my Creative Blog! And I’ll be posting my older colors that were btw done with photoshop and my Wacom tablet! The newer colors won’t be password protected. The majority of the others will be under password protection.

I’m just soooo angry and upset and depressed right now! I could punch someone!

I’m writing this to get it out and then maybe my chest will stop hurting and I won’t have to take that nitroglycerin tablet! People sometimes really don’t think before talking to me! I’m more fragile than I like to admit, actually! Ten years ago, I would’ve been hurt and then told them to fuck off and yet, continue on doing what I want! NOW! I’m still telling them to FUCK OFF! I’M GOING DO WHAT I WANT-BUT I’M HAVING CHEST PAINS Now, THANK YOU VERY MUCH YOU MOTHER FUCKING ASSHOLES!

so nitro time! fucking woohoo! you mother fucking assholes!

I promise tomorrow night, it’ll be better! I’ll be working on the Stargate Atlantis Rewind, yep! We kick it off this weekend!! WOOHOOO!

***UPDATE it took two nitroglycerin tablets for my chest to stop hurting. But still better than keeping all this shit bottled inside!

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